Wednesday, December 15, 2004
depressed
i hate myself.for being fickle minded.for being timid.
argh.i shld not haf turned the jobs away.jobs are hard to find so wat m i waiting for?yes.i'm a fool to reject 5 jobs in total.either the place is too far or the pay is too low.toopid me.now no job den complain.argh....
goodbye to:
-jap resturant
-casa italy
-exel
-bread shop
-music junction
hmm.been thinking alot this 2 days.maybe shiwei was right.yeah.i realli shld'nt tink too much but...it's not my fault.hais.i noe she understand how i feel and stuffs but well it's realli up to me this time to make the changes.maybe she's right.i shld just forget everything.slowly.*sigh..
goodbye to myself.
5:10 PM