Sunday, December 26, 2004
i am me
here i am blogging again.dun tink i wld haf the chance to blog for the next 2 weeks plus cos i'll be working.yeah.hope i cld hang on to this job for this long.shiwei's mum introduce me this job.it's actually a promotion period so yeah..i was asked to help out.i'm so afraid that i wld back out when it was 2 days or 3 days later.NO.SHULING.NO.
yeah.sian.nowadays nth much oso.everyday been the same.yeah.24th was christmas eve.25th is christmas.didnt hang out with my friends.i spent this 2 days working is shearton towers.yeah.doing the banquet kind of thingy.hahas.learnt how to topped up drinks loh.chinese tea,sprite,coke,orange etc.argh.den after that clear plate loh.i was new so i was attached to someone more experienced.hahas.guess wat..i really lyk the atmosphere lehs.cos it's realli romantic!!hahas.whenever the bride and the groom walk out..and the love songs played..i dunno why..but automatically my hair would all stand up.yeah.anyway i realli love that moment..so sweet =)
but the sad thingy is that i wld'nt be working dere anymore.not that i've been sacked or wat..but the thingy is that the manager said that i had to serve the guest by the third day.so today is the third day if i were to go dere again.argh!!i'm realli freaking out.so today noon..i called and lied to them that i cld'nt go.*sigh.i noe i'm a failure. =(
i learnt that i'm not gd enough to be living at all.
2:15 PM