Saturday, February 26, 2005
sigh..
sigh.monday getting o'lvl results le..so scarY!!!i'm lyk thinking abt it almost everyday..and as the day draw nearer..i feel as if my heart is pumping so hard that it almost drop out..whaha..sounds funny and exaggerating but no kidding...ahhhh!!!i realli scared i do badly sia...sigh..nth much i can do now...i pray for the best but i oso expect for the worst... =(
anyway i read the replied letter from u liao.well i dunno wat to say.it sounds good but somehow it's not nesscary true.i just feel that friendship is lyk a plant..u need to water it daily or else it'll wither..yeah..but i guess it's okay...i'm just feeling insecured right now..with so many things happening around me..i just could'nt handle it well..so maybe that's why i keep having doubts abt our friendship as well as the ppl around me..yeah..
sigh.
life is full of ups and down..guess i just need to learn the way to handle it.and btw i tink i realli need to enrol in the 'boosting confidence' programme if there are any..hahas...yeah..i just feel that i'm not confident enough..ahh...
sianz.
that's all for today.
friendship is lyk a plant.u need to water it daily or else it will wither.
5:30 AM