Wednesday, April 06, 2005
sianz
today watched the pacifier!hahas.a farnie show! =))
YAY!today hang out with dawn,josie and felicia.whaha.have fun though.
to dawn:
haha..i truly enjoyed this outing k!hahah..dun say i sounds not convincing enough!
hmm.actualli i been telling myself that wat i going thru is perfectly normal.i mean as in..i'm growing up.yupps.trying hard to tell myself that no matter wat comes along the way,be it hard or be it easy,i have to overcome the fear i had in me.nobody is gonna help me.im the only one who can do it.yes.
sometimes im realli confused with myself.sometimes i realli feel damn happy.but sometimes im not.sometimes i wld encourage myself but sometimes i wld feel negative.damn it.i dun have a clue.i mean being a gemini is difficult ok!i hate my moodswings.realli!sigh.i dun mean it to show my emotion thru my face but it cant be help.aiyah..sian lah...i dunno wat i gonna do..-shrug-
sigh.i tink going to poly is worst.new friends,new environment.dunno to be sad or happy.guess i'll bcome anti-socialist soon.ahhh!!
i pray to god that one day he will take away my fears,my sadness and my tears.
9:30 PM