Lost for words with all to say
Lord you take my breath away
Still my soul, my soul cries out
For you are holy
And as I look upon your name
Circumstances fade away
Now your glory steals my heart
You are holy
You are holy Lord
Evermore my heart, my heart will say
Above all, I live for your glory
Even if my world falls I will say
Above all, I live for your glory
With all my heart I'll say
I'm living for your name
With all to give you praise
We're living for your glory Lord
Sunday, September 18, 2005
imperfection
yo ! guess im really tired alr.lol cos i slept from 9pm to abt 8am today.kinda amazed when i wake up,it's already morning.cos ytd actually i wanna juz lie down on bed and rest for 10mins like tt one,who noes,once i lie down,i slept till morning alr ! lol.
now it's early morning.not much ppl online yet.BOO.
well,yesterday i hit my own target of 30.anyway each time i go to work,i give myself a target to meet larhs.den ytd b4 lunch,i only completed 10.sigh i was so damn frustrated cos it's only TEN.thinking that it's hard to finish it based on my own strength,and i were'nt in good mood and feeling really frustrated.i seek Him,asking for strength and peace in my heart.and guess what,at the end of the day,i really got 30completed forms.in my heart,i cant help but THANKING GOD.besides that,today i tot i was late,but nope,i wasnt ! when i log into the comp,im on time! another blessing from Him ! =)
after work when walking to the great wall city(catching free shuttle bus),thou i shld be happy that i hit my target,someone's comment discouraged me.one of my friend say "why so little?"..i was like DOT DOT DOT.maybe she dunno i tried hard to complete it.i kept quiet.den said nothing.in my heart,i keep asking myself not to be insecure over this comment.cos God already answer my prayer,y shld i be asking more?but well,it's a challange for me to accept other ppl's negative comments.it's time to learn...
then after that,i kept quiet,i didnt talk much with my 2 friends alr.in my mind,in my heart,i kept praying God to make me feel secure.
then,suddenly,a word IMPERFECTION flash thru my mind on the bus.
den while walking home,i was thinking maybe God is telling me that everybody is imperfect,each has it's strength and weakness so i shldnt be insecure?maybe because of my weakness,my ability of making calls isnt as good as she is,so she says it's not good enough.and for her weakness,maybe she's harsh in the way she talk?*hmm..thinking
anyway praise the Lord ! He had been showering me with blessing yet not forgetting to give me trials along the way,take the above incident for example, i have to learn and take ppl's negative comments in stride.and last but not least,seek for Him !
AMEN ! (:
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