Sunday, November 27, 2005
tired.
too much worries for me these few days.
think about this and that.
enough,shuling.
well,nowadays really busy.gotta work.run btw clementi and yck.but next mth dun have le,guess wld be more relax ba.
Hmm.there's one area which i think i ought to change.step out of comfort zone.so many times i hide withnin my comfort zone, neglecting my friends.i guess,this is a big mistake. i wonder why i dont go out often with my classmates/sec sch mates anymore. been thinking about it and try to make it up to them,but guess it'll never be done.i simply cant step out of my comfort zone.you know,tiredness draws me further away from ppl.but on the hand, i am thinking, im not gonna be a ppl-pleaser too.why shld i worry and doubt myself so much?
this is contradicting.
i guess as i grow, struggles comes along the way.
i'll think of a way to balance my social life,studies,work and God.the last thing that i'll ever let go is Him.yeaps.shall i just say NEVER.
solution will come if i seek Him.
give me time, i'll try to be a good sister,a good daughter,a good friend,a good student,a good christ follower and a good worker.
so many roles i need to play each day.if others can, i can too.it's all about balancing but at the same time,not to forget your priorites.
really hope that while im searching for the solution, let me not forget about seeking You.
(:
You're my glorious king afterrall.
5:49 PM