Wednesday, November 16, 2005
Urge.
i just got an urge to blog right now.maybe since ytd.feels like writing chunks of words here.
lett me see.
i just realised one very instinct thing about ppl. ppl tends to let their emotions rule over their hearts and mind.that was the very last thing one shld do,hmm,at least i tink so. thru my obversation, i noticed it.
how many times have u let ur emotions control over you instead of you controlling over it? not that emotions are not good,but you must noe how to control it.
humans are borned to have feelings.tend to releash their anger,feel jealous and upset at times. i know this bcos im a human too.
but thank God for He put 2 ppl in my life,reminding me that i shld control over my emotions instead of the vice versa.
once,a sister of mine told me about a dot in a paper story.what is it about?read on!
imagine u draw a dot on a blank white sheet of paper.so tt means the paper only consist of a dot.now,look into the paper what did u see? the dot only right? so what does tt mean?if life were like the sheet of paper, and the dot were like ur burden in life eg sadness,anger etc. , and if we were to always focus on tt small little tiny dot, we'll lost sight of the good things around us. similarly,if we let emotions control over us, we dont gain much,and at the same time,it affects the ppl around us.get my point?for some who still cant figure out, im trying to say that, dont focus too much on things tt are making you unhappy,bcos u'll tend to sink even further,landing urself on the stage of self-pity and soon leads to depression. why not take a new sheet of paper and start anew?God is always willing to provide us with a brand new sheet of paper.
i was once like tt.im a very emotional person.i get very affected when one provokes me,when one said bad things abt me,i get sad very easily and i always change my msn nick to a very negative one when im feeling down etc. but guess now, after tt sharing from one of my sis, my perceptions changed. yeaps.and thru the guidance and help from my shepherd, i begin to change.not letting emotions ruled over me.though it may be hard,but from this,i learnt one impt thing. if every single day,i were to let emotions ruled over my head,my mind and my soul, i guess, 24/7 i wld be very bothered.why not seek Him when u're down,He'll lift your burden and He always there to listen.
however at times i still fall onto the hands of emotions.there're times when i wld have moodswings,there're times when i wld feel very frustrated,and there're times i wld change my msn nick to a negative one when i feeling really down.i tink all these shld be changed.
o ya,do u noe that, if ur msn were forever depressing type.ppl MIGHT think you were some attention seeker.yeaps.dont you tink so? i tink it's very true.our msn nick affects ppl too.when ppl look at it, they may either feel encouraged,worried or netural about it.
well,i tried to divert my attention to Christ. for i know, when i seek Him, He'll comfort me with His words and thru sister/brothers around me. for this, im very thankful.
emotions out.worthy is the lamb of God,glory is the lamb of God,Jesus is the lamb of God.
10:18 AM