Monday, December 19, 2005
cant live a day without You.
currently listening to the song 'cant live without You'. it's a very touching song.it's sang by a philipino sister in last sat service. the lyrics is so touching that it nearly drives me to tears. i believe that this song touches many others hearts on that day. (:
anyway, im having a 2 wks term break. yea right,
'term break'.i tink it's more like a project week.left marketing and effective writing proj.sometimes, i dread doing project,prefer individual work.hees.cos i tink it's hard to compromise with one another in term of time schedule.however,doing individually will miss out a chance of learning from others too.lol,what crap am i talking abt? *shrug*
when im on the way to school for proj discussion,i recieved a call on the train.the mother of my tuition boy had called to stop the tuition cos she decided to send his boy to the RC downstairs. well,kinda disappointed,cos it was like wasting my time and effort.i taught him for a month,8 lessons.i feel heartpain cos the agency had took away the 50% commision.i only took another half of the total fees,$60.im making a loss.yes,im very disappointed after i recieved that call. and not long after that, Josie msg me that she've to cancelled the bugis outing today cos she got to babysit her cousin. just in less than half an hour, i recieved 2 unpleasant news.
but i did not blame God for losing the tuition assignment la,rather,thinking about it,i guess it's better. at least i can spend more time on books. and i wld not have to sacrifice my sleep in the morning for the tuition,making me tired/grumpy,this wld allow me to be able to absorb better in school.maybe tuition is not my cup of tea.plus exams are drawing near.yeaps,shld just concentrate and during the 2 mth break,go and work all i want,lol,but of cos not neglecting ministry stuffs at the same time.trust that God'll have plan better plans for me!
how about josie flying my aeroplane le?Hmm.initially i wanna skip accounts lecture to go bugis de.very bad right.but,i really dread accounts.so ya,after lunch with dawn,i was deciding whether if i shld go for the lecture.it doesnt take me long to make the decision, i decided to go home.so on my way out of sch,i saw fiona,my classmate.she asked me where i am going and all that.i told her that im going home since i dont understand accounts.then,she persuaded me to go for accounts.and finally,i say ok,i'll go.lol,so i went back to sch again.
see,isnt it so obvious that God dont want me to skip tt accounts lecture?firstly,cancelling of the outing.next,being dragged by fiona to go accounts lect.hees.thank God that i went for the accounts lect,at least i learn sth today.
cant live a day without YouI could live life alone And never feel the longings of my heart The healing warmth of someone's arms And I could live without dreams And never know the thrill of what could be With every star so far and out of reach I could live with many things And I could carry, but...I couldn't face my life tomorrowWithout Your hope in my heart I know
I can't live a day without You Lord, there's no night and there's now morning Without Your loving arms to hold me You're the heartbeat of all I do I can't live a day without you
I could travel the world See all the wonders beautiful to me They'd only make me think of You And I could have all life offers Riches that were far beyond compare To grant my wish without a care Oh, I could do anything And I could carry on, oh yes But if you weren't in at all... Jesus, I live because You live You're like the air I breathe Oh Jesus, oh, I have because You giveYou're everything to me Oh...Lord, thank You for Your grace. thank You for loving me.thank You for Your blessing when i least expected.Lord,You're so good.though at times, when You prune me,it hurts and i grumble,but Lord,i know it's all out of love that You do these.Lord,i thank You for all the sisters and brothers i have in christ.they're like angels You've sent to me,lifting me up when im down.You're the strength that makes me strong,how can i often forget about it?Lord,remind me constantly that Your love is most worthy,that You're the only one that i need to depend on.Lord,rule over my emotions,my thoughts,my everything.let me say what i mean and do what i've said that is right in Your eyes.Lord there are so many things that i've promised You,but i've yet to fuliflled them.Lord,i pray for my family,my friends to cross the line of faith,speak for Yourself that You;re the way,the truth and the life.time waits for no man,Lord,soften this hard land.let us reap what we've sowed.and Lord,continue to shower NYP5 with love and blessings.protect them,and draw them closer to You each day,Lord,be the source of strength for them always.
Amen.
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