Sunday, December 11, 2005
Jamming.
it's my first time going for jamming with eilton,cady,ashlee,david,yuhan and richard.thinking back,im kinda taken aback when i agreed to join them when cady asked me.haha.cos i was thinking about fellowshipping with one another,so ya,i agreed.hees.but i dunno how to play the instruments or neither do i know how to sing.so im the audience there.
the drums are damn loud.til my ears wanna burst alr ! seriously, it's loud and kinda noisy with the guitar,the bass playing.yeaps.somemore enclosed in a small room. lol.but i was pretty excited since im the first time going there.it's at serangoon.they sang saturate,consuming fire,one way.lol these are the song titles i can remember.
on my way home,when im on the train,i was thinking back,how good wld it be if i can play guitar along with them,you know,sing for Him,praise Him? sigh.but the sad thing is i cant sing neither do i know how to play any instrument.so ya,feel kinda i-dun-belong there.lol.but guess what,it sort of stirs my feeling,as in,i wanna pick up the guitar skill,so i can play and sing to Him too ! how good wld it be?wow.the feeling is gonna be undescrible.im not going to imagine it,im gonna make it turn reality ! somehow i think that today is not by coincidence that i went for jamming,it's of a purpose.and the purpose is that it's time for me to pick up the challenge to learn guitar.no more hesitation.i wanna pray for more determination,and let this passion burns like fire that never fades.dont let it be a 3-min thingy,but let it be a life long desire to play and sing for You.
God, i want to learn guitar ! i want to sing to You !
Saturate How real, is this presence that I feel.
So consuming, let Your love take all of me.
How can I be, so close to You, so deeply embraced by You.
Saturate me, call me deeper, at Your throne I will lay down.
Saturate me, flood my spirit, here I am on holy ground.
I long for more of You, I long to be with You, I long, I long for You.love this song to bits. cant help but keep repeating it.the lyrics,the tune,just keep playing in my mind.yes Lord,i long to be with You.
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