Sunday, March 12, 2006
thank God;
today God spokes to me in various places, CLC2,service as well as youthDna meeting. He answered my heart desired prayer. im really very thankful! =DD
God is good !
as im listening to Nel's teaching,she goes on and mentioned that
'one of the barrier to your caregrp is not your caregrp members,but yourself '. i was taken aback.so i looked up, paying extra attention. Nel continued,
' don't doubt yourself that you're not good enough'. c'mmon, this is like 2 sentence, yet it alr touches the deepest side of my heart. im like ' wah,God, u confirm speak to me ma? '.at that moment, i wonder how come it's so zhun,thinking if anybody bribe Nel to say this.lol, but come to think of it, nobody wld be stupid enough to do that right?and im ashamed to even type this that i doubt God's word.for this i repent. to add on to this, Nel said one of the God promises is that He'll never leave us nor forsake us. it really secures me.
God did not stop speaking to me. He even spoke to me in service and during youthDna meeting. yes Lord, im indeed one of the selected. im not chosen by you because of my capabilities, in fact, im chosen by You even before im born.how amazing! it's of a purpose that You created me. this futher secure my identity that im one of the selected ones. in youthDna meeting, it drives me to be a hardworking worker! 60 by april !
yeaps. to add on to this, Joelyn came for service today! praise God. i know it must be God who do the work! usually when i invite her, she would decline but this time round, she iniate first. God, im just so amazed by Your great work. yeaps! God is almighty,He can do the impossible,so never underestimate Him! ((:
ANDD!!! lynda, one of the new believer in my caregrp actually took the initative to write each of us a encouragement card. so cool ! hees. this little action of hers really encourages me man! she's so sweet huh! thank God for her! she's one of the potential. really hope she can grow well and be a woman of God. she is a faith-filled child of God,i know God is going to have greater plans for her! =DD
overrall, it's a fruitful day for me.
and i just realised one thing. when you ask God to mould you to become a even better person,perhaps improve in some particular areas or become a better evanglist etc.God wld give u testings and make you grow in it. ironcally, after each prayer i make, God will give me testings and i gave up.this shall not be the atitdude. as we struggle, we learn and grow.
Eg. if you look back at the times when u studied for olevel and now,when you've already completed it. you will somehow think that o'level isnt that hard actually. yeaps, tt's the point ! only when you
struggle, you learn through your
struggling, and when you've
struggled before,you'll know that actually each testing given by God isnt tt hard afterrall.
yes,a long entry. but these words still can't express the gratidude of mine towards God. thank you so much! =DD
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