Saturday, July 29, 2006
So i'm still hesitating if it's right for me to go for the upcoming church mission trip.Firstly, i'm restrained by finances cause i'm forking out the money myself.
Secondly, motives. I'm currently pursuing this NYAA award whereby there'll be a few aspects i've to fulfil before recieving this award, and one of these aspect is adventurous journey; 4 days 3 nights. concidentally the mission trip is from 7sept to 11sept, it's 5 days 4 nights to be exact. so if i'm going for this mission trip, i'll be able to complete that section. so tempting but i wanna make sure i'm going for the right motive. been thinking, been asking, so yeah, high chances that i might go and explore. it's quite a rare opportunity so it's better to grab it now than regret later.
Another concern of mine is fear. i don't know but i find it quite weird and uncomfortable to go to some other country with people you hardly know or maybe those not very close with,you got what i mean? well, maybe it's true that if we go different places, we may gather different kind of experiences and able to share to the group. i think it's just me who feels this way.roaar.
please enlighten me.
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I like the song 'You chose me', and particularly this sentence from the song, "I'm reaching for my destiny, this future You've planned for me".
Put dreams in my heart,i need to know where i'm going.
Alexis will stay strong. today,tomorrow and forever more, for God who so love her, gave His one and only son,Jesus Christ to save her from sin and shame.
God is on my side. God forgives me. and God loves me unconditionally. (( :
If the Lord were to ask you today "are you willing to follow me and carry the cross for me"?
what'll you say?
think.