Wednesday, August 23, 2006
yay! praise God ! my team has finally reach our target and i think we don't have to go back to the hotel anymore.yay! ( :alright. so i just got back my mp3 player reccently. and i loaded alot of songs inside. Christian songs & english pop. lol, well, i even loaded westlife and a1's song. my all time favourtie band.hees. now, i'm not bored on long journey cause i got my mp3player with me! songs never fails to makes me ponder and do some reflection. ( :
Today concidentally, i saw weihong at the train and we start talking. After he recieved Christ, i can really see his life being turned 360degrees around,really. i'm encourged by him when i heard that he's taking care of 3 sheeps currently. one thing he said hit my heart and that is "Ask and God will give. ." yeah. After he said this, at the back of my mind, i'm wondering, "Hmm, shuling, did u pray for God to give you sheeps? or are you sitting on the fence? or perhaps u don't want to be used by God at all". and the truth is that i didn't pray consistently long enough. well, i do have the desire, but what's the use if you're not praying for it?it's like you want something badly but you don't want to make any effort to get it. So after he alight, i prayed immediately . it's a faithfilled prayer. it's been 1 year plus. it's true that i have learnt alot thru this 1year plus, but i want a bigger breakthrough. i want to experience the joy of own convert; to learn how to be a mentor. yeah. breakthrough!! we ought to desire for breakthrough and not just sit back and relax,so start praying to God about your heart desire! ( :
and today, on the train while listening to the song "ocean will part", a song from hillsong's new album, my heart is at peace and i feel really "WOW", because i can imagine God holidng my hand walking on a big piece of green field. i can feel God embracing me and it feels really good. for once, i hope that this will goes on forever, but yeah, was being hit back to reality as i have to alight.rooar.
My sincere desire :
I want to be a reflector
I want to shine with your glory
I want to let the whole world know that you're Living in me
I want to burn with your fire
Shine my light a little brighter
I want to let the whole world know that Jesus Lives in me
