Tuesday, October 24, 2006
This morning started off quite badly. I had such a frightful experience. Like any other days, i didnt had my breakfast in the morning and rushed to school. On the train, i was leaning against the window panel, and as the train is approaching Yishun Mrt station, something went wrong. I felt discomfort. Soon, my vision gets blur & i find myself gasping for air. I perspired, and it's all cold sweat. i wonder if the people around me notice about it cause i think my face expression gave way. oh my. At that moment, my whole body felt really weak, as if i'm going to faint anytime so i started praying!
I closed my eyes and try ways to distract myself but nothing seems to ease my discomfort. then, a few names appeared in my mind and i thought of calling them for help. I wanted to call Dawn but decided not to since she's not even near my vicinity & she's at work, she can't possibly help me. Next, i thought of denny, my classmate whom is attending the same tutorial as me. Intended to ask him fetch me to school but come to think of it,he's not going to be much help anyway. so yeah, i keep on praying from Yishun to Yio chu kang. Though it's just two stops away, i felt as if it's my longest journey ever and i can't wait to alight ! yeah, after i alighted, my vision worsen. i persist and tell myself that i can't faint ! i mean, not at this place where there're so many NYP fellow mates, it'll be damn embarrassing. then i felt a sharp abdominal pain, and i went to the toliet quickly. Thank God there's a toliet situated near the station.Much more relieved after that but still pretty weak.
I was late for my lesson because of this, but thank God my attendance is still taken.
The entire experience is such a tortment for me,really. this is not the first time it had happened. I really dread it when each time it relapse. Not sure if it's because i didnt had my breakfast in the morning or some other reasons. Hmm.
11:15 AM